Where am I?

"Where am I?" That is what I was asking myself as I awoke in the hospital 6 days ago. It was like awakening from a recurring, never-ending, nightmare. I gasped for air and reached out violently. There was nothing but white. It took a while for my eyes to regain the ability to focus. "Hello? Hello?" I yelled. Suddenly I heard voices and the white screens were thrown back and a figure in blue hovered over top of me. "Lie down sir" she said. I passed out and I awoke again although this time more gently about an hour later. This time there were 4 doctors and nurses around me. I had the worst headache I have ever had in my life. Thank god it eventually went away. After about 15 minutes of being awake, I finally understood what was happening and where I was. I had been in a head on collision 2 months ago, the same night I wrote my last blog entry. The driver that hit me was a woman and she was drunk. She did not survive the crash. They said they found her body in 4 different pieces.

They said it was a miracle I even survived the accident. I broke my left leg and my left ankle and I smashed my head on something inside the car but they think that the air bag took most of the force because the damage wasn't as bad as it should be from the speed both cars were traveling. The damage was however bad enough that the doctors decided to induce a coma so that they would be able to give the brain a chance to stop swelling. I don't seem to have any brain damage and that is good lol. My work was very understanding and they just hired a temporary guy to deal with my tasks. I am still working through all of this but let's just say I am in shock... and oh my poor car. The upside to this is that I went and got a new benz and I got the E63 which is the new one and it has 507 horsepower, I really like it.

Now let's bring you up to speed on the whole internet dating thing. Well what can I say. It has been 2 months of no communication from any of the girls I was either talking to or fucking Needless to say I have some angry frustrated emails and voicemails and well lots of stuff to deal with. None of the girls I was with really were right for me and I realize that now. I have had a chance to reflect on how I felt with those girls in the last few days so I am just going to start fresh with new women. So I am going to login and look at all the new girls that have joined the site since I was last on it and then send some messages to them. I also have to reply to the new girls that sent me messages - I think I have about 20 messages from random girls I have never spoken to before to reply to I will update this blog again soon once I do all this stuff and have something cool to share.