Last Saturday was my date with that white trash girl named Rhonda. I decided I would take her to a sports bar type place with good food that I know of called "The Mean Fiddler". I knew that it didn't matter how she dressed that no one would care and she would fit in, if anything I would stand out. So I went to pick her up and luckily she told me she would meet me at the entrance of her trailer park because I didn't feel like driving in there and also the road appeared to be quite bumpy and shit inside. We agreed to 7pm and I arrived at 6:55pm and pulled over and parked. Sitting there was not fun as I was being constantly eyeballed by two shady looking characters that were hanging around the entrance to the trailer park. Hopefully they were just drug dealers wondering if I was looking to score and not something I need to worry about in the future like Rhonda's half brothers or something crazy. She finally came out at 7:10 and was apologetic for being late and she said that she had to help her mother with something. It was a good thing that I picked the sportsbar to go to and not a normal restaurant because she looked really trashy and slutty and cheap looking. The ironic thing was though that she smelt amazing, she smelt very angelic and fruity and I was thinking this girl is definitely a dichotomy. Even though she is rough around the edges, she is a very positive person. It always amazes me when I meet someone who comes from such a shitty environment and yet they are the happiest most positive person around. Not only does it amaze me, but it make me feel inadequate but more about that thought later. She was very impressed by my car and was acting like a bit of a schoolgirl on the ride to the bar. We got there and ordered a pitcher of beer and some steaks. The steaks were really good because they used this awesome peppercorn sauce and the peppercorns were all various colors. I love that kind of stuff.
I noticed a few people staring at us and it was almost as if I could read the expression of judgment on their faces like what is this guy doing with this weird girl. I hate to admit it, but she does look weird. She is hot though, and nice and has a great personality and I feel a bit like The Taming of the Shrew where I feel compelled to change her into a more refined creature. A girl/woman that I would more normally be attracted to. But I wonder if I did get her to change if I would grow bored of that because that is what I am used to and perhaps the reason I am attracted to this girl is because she IS so different from what I am used to and what I think that I want. After dinner I took her to a movie. That was a different experience than I thought it was going to be. She ordered a massive thing of popcorn and then just chomped on the popcorn throughout the whole movie totally oblivious to my existence. I am going to assume she behaved this way because she is white trash and growing up probably didn't have a lot of movie experiences because she was poor.
After the movie I decided to drive her home and play it a bit coy and see how she would respond. I realized that she was a bit of a tomboy and wasn't used to acting very feminine. Also wasn't used to being around a man and not acting like one of the guys. She was very strong but at the same time very weak and inexperienced with men. Outside of her house she hugged me and I wanted to convert the hug into a kiss but she pulled away and then looked back as she was running to her door and said bye and waved.
I stood there disappointed for what felt like 5 minutes but I'm sure it wasn't actually that long. Now it is Friday and I haven't talked to her all week. She isn't online much because she only has internet when she goes to the internet cafe down the street and she doesn't have a phone. I am thinking about just driving over there and knocking on her door. In fact that is what I am going to do.
